Happy New Year

Happy New Year!

Yeap! It's a brand new year already. And it's an awesome date too. 01.01.2011. Brand new year, brand new beginning, brand new hopes, brand new goals. 2010 was a little bitchy to me, and well hopefully 2011 will be much much much more better. Yesh, fingers crossed people. :)

My last few days of 2010 were fruitful. I met people I haven't met for ages! And yes, it felt good to meet everyone again. Everyone was the same, so it kinda brought me back to the past where everyone was still wearing their uniform.  So thank you people who made my last few days of 2010 a little more exciting, interesting and more memorable. :)

If I have a drink with me right now, bottoms up to you guys! Cheers! ;D

These are the awesome people who end me 2010 with a smile on my face.

Siaw Wee's house

Somewhere with the lovely bunch!

Starbucks, Spring 

Last picture in 2010 together! After hiking and all the smelliness

Yeap, that's about it. Have a great year ahead guys! :D

Just like fireflies.

OMG MY WATCH CAN GLOW IN THE DARK! :D

I feel so blessed nowadays.

New stuff coming into my life. My parents are definitely my best gift ever!

Cousin's wedding going on next year.

The whole atmosphere seems to be very exciting with everyone busy deciding the very detailed preparation.

From centerpiece decorations to ribbons of navy blue to wedding dresses!

I can feel the happiness around me. (:

And personally, I can't wait to witness my very own cousin's wedding at Perth.
It's gonna be a blast, that I'm sure.

I have a feeling that 2011 will be a very very joyous year.

With 2011 just around the corner,

I've been doing a lot of thinking.

About what I want in my life and what's most important.

It's certainly some emotional feelings over there.

But those are the great ones!

I'm sure I have to go through lots of bumpy roads next year.

But I have a feeling that what I wish for is really coming true now, somehow.

Really excited, but I can't help but feel a little nervous at the same time.

Do I even have what it takes to excel?

I'd never give up, that I can assure you. :D

I'll make you guys proud someday, I promise.

Happy Birthday Jesus! :)

Christmas this year was awesome.

MUCH MUCH better than last year I must say.

Spent christmas eve with a bunch of new friends.

And though the service sucked big time, you guys made the day memorable. :)

Siburan peeps are uniquely amazing! And not to mention,

RICH. :D

My Christmas Day went well along with my family.

And Christmas marks the opening ceremony of my new ODM! :D

So-called christmas present from Daddy!

Daddies are great human beings in the world!

I was flabbergasted when he actually agreed to buy me that watch!

So thank you dadddieee!
AND I DIDN'T KNOW FCUK WATCHES ARE WAYYY CHEAPPPERRRRR!

Everything is so perfect when you have them around you.

I feel so blessed. :)

And working out during christmas makes you feel great somehow.

One more week left.

Well I better make full use of my time here.

To you readers out there, Merry Jolly Christmas and Happy Boxing Day!

May you have a pleasant celebration.

2011 is about to conquer our life now.
And that means one step closer to future Belinda Chee peeps!
I seriously can't wait for it! :)
New Year Resolutions people!
Mine's definitely a long list this time!

Angel by Akon is awesome. (:

And it's about I spend some private time with econs.

In 35 minutes to Boxing Day! 

Merry eve christmas eve

Hey my future husband, I want something from Tiffany & Co. alright? :D *hint hint*

Someone get me this for christmas purleaseee.

Amazing friends spice up the holidays

Life has been pretty good so far.

Though it will be greater if it isn't because of the stupid assignments.

Met up with my lovely bunch of friends who I have not seen for 6 months long.

Celebrated this laydeh's birthday.

Finally legalised my friend! :)

We took 15 minutes or so to finish our lunch and we were still 15 minutes late for the movie!

 Give us a camera.

And this is the outcome.

What's next?

BITTCCHHHH! :D

The irritating lecturer of mine hasn't sent me the results of my assignment!

GAH! Make me nervous and all.

I keep checking my mail. Darn! Hurry up would cha?

And oh, my buddy is coming back tomorrow!

I wanna go see the floating lanterns with my husband, someday. :)

Happy Winter Solstice, everyone! (:

Storybook endings, fairytales coming true.

Deep down inside we want to believe they still do.
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story.
Let's just admit we all want to make it too.


Met up with Nyuk and her friends at MBO tonight.

Watched Tangled or you can call it Rapunzel.

It was the most amazing fairytale story I've ever watched.

Very awesome. 

For those who love fairytale stories.

This is highly recommended!

My favourite scene of the movie.

I love her beautifully braided hair!

I wanna see those lights too! (:

The evil MOTHER.

Cartoons can be quite scary at times.

The cutie little chameleon!

MADELEINE ANG PLEASE PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

I wonder how long these sunny days gonna last.

How do I express this feeling of mine?

It's a combination of all.

Confused, hatred, mad, caring and anticipation.

And when things flow smoothly,

You're afraid that it might end too soon.

But when things don't go the way you want,

You care too much for it to be shown.
Seriously, what's wrong with all the guys in this world and their loyalty?
Bunch of unreliable people.

Now can you see it already?
Even niece of yours is heading there.
And you just won't let me enter that college at the first place.
I can just easily get my whole course sponsored.

***

Obsession towards Union Jack starts now.

I'm looking for that once-familiar warmth.

Stating the fact.

Is the blue planet no longer a safe place to live in?
Seriously, the crime rate over here is augmenting big time.
Only 2 days back and so many crimes have been going on.
People sending mini coffin to the DAP just because he was called a mastermind.
Corpse cut into pieces found in KL.
All these murder cases which used to be a really serious incident, are now treated very lightly.


I wonder where did all those beauty-pageant-World-Peace go.

***

Chillax and enjoy some pictures.

This was on Friday.

Everyone needs to finalise our own schedule and

jobs before the Malaysians leave for their holidays!

Busy executives.

And how could we study without Peppermint Mocha?

:D

 This was in the airport while waiting
for my flight.

Ahh yes, look what I have here with me.

Complimentary copy, don't play play can? (:

You're really disappointing.

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Dear ex-boyfriend/love/crush,


Hi hey hello. Lol. Thank you for playing an important role in my life last time. And you still are an important friend of mine. You taught me lots of stuff and nah, I won't forget about you when I become famous next time. :D We still have a future deal remember? #


Good luck with all your future undertakings. :) I'll see you soon. :D


Love,
Me

peppermint mocha for 2 days straight means paradise.

MADELEINE ANG IS AT CHANGI AIRPORT!

ON HER WAY BACK! :D

And oh yes, working on her assignments at the same time too.

BUT yes, starbucks means happiness.

Despite the fact that I have 3 assignments to be completed during the holidays,

I can't wait to get my ass off back to Kuching to meet up with mua besties!

The season of the year is around the corner too. :)

Which spices things up a whole LOT more.

Whee!

I'm in such great mood!

Was having a tough week last week.

Discussions, assignments, exams, house-moving.

And darn fever last night, and slept with only a blanket and my towel for 2 nights.

But when the rain is over, comes the sunny day! :)

I had encountered lots of weird incidents lately.

Like just now, when I was on my way to the airport.

A GRANDPA was smiling at me with his bloody CHEEKY smile.

And gawd, he even had the guts to ask me to sit beside him in the mrt.

Gee, now every middle-aged man scare the shit out of me.

Seriously, what the hell is wrong?

Oh wells, shall not let all these things bother me.

See you peeps in Kuching!

And hello assignments again.

Day 6 - A Stranger

Dear Stranger,

And when I thought I had recovered and it was all gone, why do you have to fcking come back and haunt me? And let me live in those days again. WHY?

HATE,

Me

Day 5 - Your Dreams

Dear dreams,


You're kinda unreachable. I pray hard every day so that you will come true, someday. I have this really kiasu-ness that is surprisingly fading away slowly inside me. I can't stand people who actually look down and laugh at my dreams. So please please please, I need to prove them wrong. :) Don't die on me like what my lights did to me, alright? :D


You are somehow very hard to achieve man. If I never try my luck here at Singapore, maybe it won't even come true. But I have a feeling that I'm already one step closer. So thank God for that and I need Your guidance throughout this journey, Lord. You've shown me lots of miracle and I'm sure You're watching over me there. :) I'm thankful to have You in my life.


Be nice to me alright? Pray that you will give me lots of opportunities and hopefully I'll stand out in one of them. I must say it's not easy to lead a celeb lifestyle. There are things I need to sacrifice. Hopefully, I'll come to my senses one day and really decide what I really want after all. But I've imagined all those in my mind already, so I'm more or less prepared. Or maybe not.


But yes, bring it on whatever you need me to prove to you. I'm all powered up. I'll make sure you'll come true someday. :)


Love,
Me

I do?

This morning I woke up to the weirdest dream ever!

It gave me the shock of my life,

And yes boy am I glad I'm not married. (Uh-huh)

So here goes the story...

Out of the nowhere, I got out from a relationship.

And came this guy who loved me so much,

But I had seriously no clue about how he was like. (like his personality and all those little things)

He proposed, and surprisingly I accepted like no other's business.

Why?

Cause I felt a sense of responsibility and pity.

Cause he had been loving me for years.

So on the wedding day itself, it scared the shit out of me.

I chicken-ed out, of course.

Deep down I wanted the marriage to be canceled.

Cause not only was I getting married to someone I don't love, my heart was actually thinking about someone else.

And seriously, spending your entire life with someone you don't love is just.

VERY WRONG.

Cheesy right? It was a dream okay.

But not only invitations were sent out, people were already at the church attending the ceremony.

It was seriously chaotic.

So I went to the back door where you had to wait for the big entrance door to open.

And walah! That was your moment.

So cut the details and there I was.

Married to a guy. Or more to like stranger if you would say.

When I woke up, that was my greatest, most appreciated self-wakeup ever.

I was so glad it was only one hell of a dream.

Not having to live with someone you totally don't love for the rest of your life, and did I mention that I was getting married at the age of 24?

SERIOUSLY? 24?

Please la! I will be just at the beginning of my career man.

The peak has yet to arrive and marriage?

Wait behind the queue please.

Now the thought of getting married scares me.

Very random right?

So the moral of the story is, don't rush your once-in-a-lifetime decision, and don't afraid to hurt people, if not it'll be the biggest mistake you'll ever make. AND DON'T GET MARRIED AT SUCH YOUNG AGE! It does you no good!

Day 4 - Your Siblings

Dearest brother,


We had our fights, our arguments, but I realized that you are the awesomest, coolest, kindest, smartest brother ever! I'm so damn proud to have you as my brother man. :D


I know it's tough for you right now over there. But thank God you got into a company in Perth for the internship, and there's pocket money for you too! I know how much you've wanted to come back., but no worries man, we'll be going over soon! Very soon! And it's gonna be very happening my dear brother! :D I can't wait!


Well, good luck to you right now. You'll be having your final year next year, which I'm sure will be really hard. Hard work pays off man. I know your ability and you will do well. No doubt. I have faith in you man. Cheers and keep shining in the Lord's name!


Love,
Me

***

Econs was over.

But I screwed it up. :(

One thing I hate about Singapore education.

Everything is linked.

Once you screw up a paper, you screw up your entire semester, and when you screw up your entire semester, you screw up your 3 years man.

Oh wells.

Packed my stuff when I reached home around 3 plus.

Before.

 After.

And I'm so hungry right now!

Only had milk tea for dinner! GAH!

Seriously, I'm not your substitute.

Now it goes down to how well you cope with it.

Day 3 - Your Parents

Dear Daddy and Mummy,


I want you to know that how much I've been missing you guys lately, especially during exam period like this. It stresses me out, a lot. My friend ate handmade sandwich made by her mum today, and it really reminded me about you, mummy. I remember those time when you have bothered to wake up early to prepare my favourite hot dog bun for me to bring to school during exam week. :( How I miss those right now.


Even if coming over here was your choice, and I didn't really agree to it in the first place. However, I still want to thank you because I know you guys want the best for me. Really really thank you that you guys actually let me study what I want, which is Mass Communication. I won't let you guys down, I promise.


At times, when I feel like giving up, you guys are my motivation to keep on moving. Cause I know how high your expectations are, and I feel the need to make you guys proud. I guess that's the only way to say thank you. Sometimes, when I talk to you guys on skype, I can't stand but bear my tears. I don't want to break down in front of you guys, if not you guys will always be worried about me. So don't you guys worry, I'll be okay and your daughter will make you proud one day. :)


Whenever I was really stressed out during exam, I used to throw tantrums and release my anger at you guys. But right now, it's all bottled up. Hopefully I can go through this once again. I know your blessings are with me. I'll see you guys soon. Love you lots. 


Love,
Me

***

And this is how I study.

God be with me tomorrow.

Amen.

Day 2 - Your Crush

Dear my (future) crush,

I don't know if you exist out there right now. However, I don't wish you to appear in front of me right now. WHY? I have a dream to chase right now and I don't need any distractions at the moment. Nothing else really matters apart from that. So yeah, even if you are right in front of me, you shall be ignored. Completely. :)

However, if you insist to appear in my life right now, I don't really mind as long as you promise to be nice, provided it is not a one-sided feeling. And literally, stay in my life. If you are really that important to me, I won't think twice to share my priority between my dream and you. And yes, you will be the first and my dream will eventually tumble down to second. :D Be honored, please. HAHA.

And hopefully, you are someone who will actually accept me for who I am. Wait, if you don't, I won't even consider you in the first place right? First rule of getting into my consideration list, you've got to be OLDER than me. Even if you're one second younger than me, sorry you're out. :) BUT, maximum age difference, 1-2 years. Gosh, looks like I've got some limited choices over here.

Ah yes, I need to seriously be myself in front of you, meaning to say, I don't mind having messy hair or unglamorous look when I'm with you, and mess up with my food perhaps? Lol. Oh whatever, I'll just leave you to God. :) I'll see you when I see you then. :D

Love,

Me

Day 1 - Your best friend

Dear best friends,

How y'all doing? I miss each and everyone of you. Who would actually know that how fast time flies and right now we are all separated at different places, chasing the dreams of ours. I could still remember the time when we made fun of each other, our gossiping sessions and the time when everyone bothered to cross classes to give others our blessings before exam. It was all good times. :)

It's amazing how fate has brought us together. Recalling back, we are only a bunch of strangers who have the same passion, the same interest, the same thoughts and most importantly, we just enjoy each other's company.

I won't say it's easy starting a new life over here without any of you and knowing that some of you are pretty close to each other makes me jealous a little. HAHA. BUT I'M NOT LES OR ANYTHING. Sometimes, it hurts a little to see others having so much fun with their friends and I'm left alone to explore the place all by myself. But don't you guys worry, I'm good to go now. Your friend, me is pretty famous right now. :P

Well, Christmas is just around the corner and I can't wait to meet up with you guys once again. The time when we know we rule the place. :) And we should seriously have some bbq again. I miss our manicai burger, the trouble of cleaning up after everything and how the boys will cook food for us. Nevertheless, we should create new memories of ours. Let's call it after 18, shall we? New places yet to be ruled and definitely more starbucks yet to be shared. ;P

It's my pleasure knowing everyone of you and even if I'm old and married, I will still cherish every moments that we have shared. You guys have no idea how much you guys meant to me. (:

So to you girls, thank you for everything! Love you guys always and may God bless you. :D

Love,

Me

I'm seriously stressed out.

Yours sincerely.

A Letter a Day.

• Day 1 - Your best friend
• Day 2 - Your crush
• Day 3 - Your parents
• Day 4 - Your siblings (or closest relative) 
• Day 5 - Your dreams
• Day 6 - A stranger
• Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
• Day 8 - Your favorite internet friend
• Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet
• Day 10 - Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
• Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to
• Day 12 - The person you hate the most/caused you a lot of pain
• Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
• Day 14 - Someone you’ve drifted away from
• Day 15 - The person you miss the most
• Day 16 - Someone that’s not in your state/country
• Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
• Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be
• Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind - good or bad
• Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest
• Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression
• Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to
• Day 23 - The last person you kissed
• Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory
• Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times
• Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to
• Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day
• Day 28 - Someone that changed your life
• Day 29 - The person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to 
• Day 30 - You refection in the mirror