chop chop chop.

More than 2 weeks of holidays are over just like that.
Sometimes I wish time will slow down. Just a little bit will do.
Going back to hell isn't as easy as it seems.
It's pressuringsickirritatingshittyckedup.
You just have to face it by yourself.
Pouring out isn't gonna help.
Strength is what you need.
God knows what you'll turn into someday.
Heartless island.
At times, you just feel so tired of everything.
Of working so hard.
Of faking.
:'(
I can't wait to leave.

If only I was given a choice.

someone did me a HUGE favour!

Let the pictures do the talking. :)

Ngahahaha!

This was some Olay White thingy promotion held at Suria KLCC.

On the 24 September, 5-7pm.

A day worth remembering.

And yes.

Belinda Chee went there as the ambassador.

All these pictures were taken live, okay?

No stealing from the net or whatsoever.

All thanks to me buddy.

*DRUM ROLLS PLEASE*

Elias Chua!

(:

Who YES went all the way to klcc.

AND DID ME THIS HUGE FAVOUR! :D

Made me happy like shit. LOL.

Guess what I've found?

BELINDA CHEE AGAIN!

Well God, hopefully You'll let me meet her personally. :)

Christian Louboutin, ladies and gentleman.

Imma get my hands on these one day.

I'm a happy little girl now.

My buddy. :)

Belinda Chee. :)

Milk tea. :)

Thank you Lord. :)



Of pavlova, chocolate chips and coffee art!

Pavlova!

Chocolate Chip!

Coffee Art!

I'm VERY into coffee art recently!

Gonna learn how to create those.

Muahaha.

And I find this adorable!

Really really really super duper cute!

Haha. yes. I can get crazy over cupcakes.

<3

oh madeleine!

it's your chinese birthday!

let's make a wish.

i wish. ******

yay! oh stop being an idiot.

The next Belinda Chee?

I found a new idol to look up to.

Megan Tan.

The 8TV quickie new host. :)

Splendid. Her style reminds me of Belinda Chee.





Not bad huh?

Alright, next time after I finish my degree.

I shall try my luck at quickie.

Who knows? This just might be my thing.

Hehehe.

And yes, ladies and gentleman.

I really like this picture of Belinda Chee.

NICE!

I'm not really a huge fan of coffee.

Nor starbucks.

Wait, I'm not even a fan of those.

However.

I might just change my mind after seeing this.

Nobody tells me starbucks has this gorgeous cup with SNOWFLAKES!

Well, fingers crossed they will release this again during christmas.

And I might just try starbucks for the very first time.

:D

And yes.

Ever since I'm a media student. (Damn proud when I say it. :p)

I've got to know every single news.

Like world news.

People ask you, it's a must for you to know the answers.

So this website over here is really helpful.

It tells you news across the globe by various sources.

World, entertainment, sports, national, business.

You name it.

http://newsmap.jp/

Reading news appeared to be the last in my favourite list.

But this website made it so convenient for me.

Do check it out. :)

She's out my league was awesome. ;)

Interesting shit.

How can a 10 go for a 5?

Hell yes.

That's possible.

i think.

I think.
Basketball players are hot.
With those ever striking kicks.
They shoot, they dunk, and they score.
Pretty impressive.

I think.

I need a ladies night out.

A margarita will be perfect right now.

One pillow talk doesn't sound so bad either.

I think.
I'm happy.
Festive season. Night walk. Bubble milk tea.
Perfect combination.

I think.
It's time to stimulate my creative juice.
Get my hands started on beautiful crafts.
And maybe create a masterpiece again.

I think.
This picture makes me happy.

I think.
Yeah, I think so too. (:

RED ALERT! Results will be out on 4 october!

求求你,帮帮忙,用用脑

This is what I'm busy with nowadays.

It kinda reflects my life.

The girl over there has a dream just like mine.

Makes me wonder if it's reachable.

Makes me think whether I'm walking the right path.
There is no turning back.
You just have to push yourself to the limit.

God, I sure do admire her boldness.

Grant me some of those, please?

I guess tv hosts have the same style of expressing themselves,

uniquely and distinctively weird.

Some random thought:

If a guy hugs a girl he likes, and she hugs him back with a pat on the back, it's not the same like the hug she returns it without a pat.

Distance is not a matter.

Even if we're miles apart,

We never fail to meet up when we're back at Kuching.
Although it's only for A day.

So yesterday.

Once I've landed this home of mine,

I went to meet up with a bunch of friends.

Catherine, Siaw Wee, Magdalene and Charles.

It was good catching up with you peeps.

But even though it's only awhile.

It's worth the time to be able to see you guys again.

The threesome.

Went to Siaw Wee's church this morning.

Hope Church.

IT WAS DAMN GOOD!

Praise the Lord for everything.

Luckily Siaw Wee succeeded in persuading me.

Terima kasih banyak-banyak.

BREAKTHROUGH FAITH.

And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must

believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him. (Heb 11:6)

Yeap. Speaks right into my heart.

Im'ma have faith in God. In my friends. In myself.

So yesh, I shall use my talent to glorify God.

Hosting. (:

In the future my dear.

Had lunch with Siaw Wee and the family.

Then on the way back, headed for me favourite bubble milk tea!

LOVES.

So far so good.

I miss eating your brownies. (:

Count my birthday blessings.

WARNING: This is gonna be a LONG post!



This year's 18th celebration was very fruitful. (:

It was unexpected. Really.

Thanks to all my awesomest family and friends!

So shall we start from the beginning?

When the clock struck 12, the inky night sky was beautifully decorated with fireworks,

Red carpet was rolled out to welcome the VIP of the day.

And "Happy Birthday" filled the silent night.

Haha. Nah it didn't happen that way but Madeleine's version was way better. (:

Since I was in Singapore, I didn't expect much to go on.

But all my friends made me feel the love all the way from Kuching.

Those who texted me, called me, wished me on Facebook,

msn-ed me, sent a song through MMS :)

Thank you so much cause all these small stuff actually made my day.

Some acknowledgement to some of me special buddies from KUCHING:

(in no particular order)

1. Catherine (your voice very sexy hor? :p)

2. Siaw Wee (you actually did what I say)

3. Elias (being the jun-est who first wished me at 3 places)

4. Jaron (you actually called me!)

5. Nelson (SORRY and thank you! :D)
6. Png Ting (the kong pia!)

7. Nyuk zai (even if you were late for 44 mins)

8. Adelyn (so many texts huh? :p)

9. Jemimah (thankkk youu!)

10. Melissa (a special msg from Miri huh?)

Okay la. Most of them my gang peeps! Thank you to the rest too! And sorry and please forgive me if I forget to mention your name. :):)

This year, I had 3 slices of cake, one cupcake, one tiny cute one and blew the candles THRICE! (which means more wishes!) wooh! Okay, so on the day itself, it was pretty dull. Went to church and headed back home to study. Uh-huh. YES. Studying during my bday. Oh wells, that pretty much happens every year.

But, during the night.

As I was skyping with my brother.

He gave me the shock of my life!

He actually planned a birthday surprise all the way from Perth.

Along with my cousins and uncle and aunty.

Let the picture speak for itself.

I was damn happy, alright.

Thought nobody was celebrating it with me.

So thank you my awesomest brother ever! (:

A group picture of everyone!

During the day itself, Siaw Wee and some friends went out for reunion dinner.

So I actually teased her to write a birthday poster for me.

And asked everyone to hold it, tagged me on facebook.

Guess what? She really did what I said.

So thanks a lot! Love you! (:



TADA!





She made this within minutes!



The day before, my landlady brought me out for dinner.

Bought me a cake too!

Went to buy groceries together.

She even made REAL passion fruit juice for me.

So sakai, I never really saw the real fruit before.

Thank you!



Chocolate my favourite!



The REAL passion fruit.

After my exams, I went to have bbq and steamboat with Malaysians!

Yay! LOL one from Kuching. The other one from Sabah.

They were so kind to actually buy me a present!

Like OMG OMG! Seriously didn't expect it.

Thank you both of you! :)

Didn't have so much fun after so long!

The next night.

Had another big feast again.

Gosh i kept eating big meals after the exam.

Fish & Co.

The so-called best fish and chips in town.

LOL. Okay this restaurant was seriously special.

A Singaporean friend of mine was actually planning a surprise for my friend and I.

She faked to order some ice water and who knows,

The waitress came with cake with candle!

You should have seen our expression. Funny like hell. Haha.

Then we were asked to stand on the chair.

Like OMG yes in front of everyone else who was eating at that time.

And they announced our name in front of everyone.

Sang birthday song for us.

This was a first. And a really good surprise.

Thank you Chin Wen and Amirah! (:

And I got myself another present, AGAIN! *grin*

No photos though. It was with my friend.

Told you I have the most amazing friends ever!

Thank God for that. :D

Back in Kuching, went to Iglool to meet up with my besties!

Damn, even if my birthday was way belated,

They never failed to produce presents for you.

So thank you my gang people! (:



This two shall keep me occupied during the holidays.

















Sense the similarities?



Really count my blessings ey?

Thank you Lord for EVERYTHING. :)

And it's official!

EXAMS ARE OVER!

GOODBYE SEMESTER ONE!

HELLO HOLIDAYS!

Oh my gawd.

This is such a relief man.

After 2 weeks of mugging and bread-eating, it's finally over!

Uh-Huh.

O-V-E-R!

No more waking up early in the morning to study.

No more sleepless nights.

And books, go to hell please. :)

Screw you POM and ICP for ruining my past few weeks.

My past few assignments and tests were not bad.
Made my day baby!
Oh GPA 4.0 please love me.
I need you to get the bloody top 10%!
Anyways, thank you Lord for everything. (:
You are awesome, as usual.

Went to have lunch-dinner with Zoe after the exam.

Damn, haven't eaten so much for the past few weeks.

A treat for myself people!

And gosh, not to mention fattening much.

Oh wells, once awhile can la.

This drink costed me a fortune.



Went shopping after the treat.

Bought some so-called birthday present for myself.

I sure do know how to reward myself after the exam. :)



Couldn't resist its temptation.



Each one of these will feed a children in Uganda for 3 days.

This place. I love.
Notebooks. Thick ones.
Orange! Loved. Love. Loving.
Expensive. :(

Well, updates about my birthday will be up next!

So do make sure you tune in to check it out! :)

Orange kicks, I'm gonna find and get you someday.
You'll see. MUAHAHA.

PS. Lord, I pray that You will keep my buddy safe and sound. Amen.

4 MORE DAYS!

4 hours going to 5. my best buddy forever! (:

A new friendship is born. One new bond is formed.
I've met a new friend.
A friend of mine who has brought so many joy to my life.
Someone who actually know "you-can-say" almost everything about you.
And you know you can trust that friend anytime, anywhere.

And yes, good luck to all the changes that you want to make.
I know you can do it. I have faith in you man.
You have my support all the way. :)
If you have any problems, don't hesitate to text.
Mai hiam expensive la okays?
Once awhile can bahh.
Me BBF! :D

Thank you for being there every time I need you.

Cheers! #

Dream may come true.

Guess what people?

I dreamt about BELINDA CHEE last night!

like zomg zomg muahahaha! ;)

For those of you who have entirely no idea of who she is,

here are some pictures of her.

TV host, Event Emcee, Model, Actress, Voice Over Talent.

 You name it.

Don't you think we kinda look alike? :p

 

SOON the one holding the mic will be me. :) 

So about the dream. It went a little like this.

Out of no where, no idea how or why,

I was invited to this fashion show to do some modelling stuff.

So when I was lining up behind the stage with the other girls,

I actually saw *drum rolls* THE Belinda Chee.

There were two lines.

One for the newbie (the one I was at), the other one was for celebrities.

And somehow she could read my mind,

So she came up to me and asked whether I would like to have a photo with her.

(cause I kept looking at her what)

My mind went WHAT?

A picture with Belinda Chee?

Now who wouldn't want that?

I didn't know how but a camera appeared so we took our pictureS.

Fortunately, something so irritating happened to the camera.

It took forever to save the pictures,

And you know what happened?

THE BATTERY DIED!

damn damn damn damn damn damn damn

And Belinda was already up on stage.

And that was the end of my miserable dream.

One word.

GAH!

For those of you in KL (you know who you are) who know the Belinda-obsessed me,

one favour pretty please.

Help me take a picture of YOU (no matter who you are) and HER

and kindly send it to me please. :)

Thank you very the muchhhh.

Happy Birthday EVE! (:

PS 1 week!

Slacking much?

Exhausted. Tired. Well not exactly tired.

But I have no idea why my brain just couldn't absorb all those bloody notes.

It's like you wanna give up, but you know you couldn't.

You and your kiasu-ness, madeleine.

Typical life of mine in Singapore.

Locked in my room.

Staring at my stupid book.

Have I mentioned it's one WHOLE bloody day?

*Slaps slaps*

Alright, enough of all the emo-ing.

SO, while I'm studying, I tend to imagine stuff that I'll want it to happen.

Like ways to treat myself after the exam.

Beach. Shades. Tanned. Food. TOYS.

Uh-huh.

One of the ways to motivate yourself.

But you know, those imaginated stuff never works out anyways. Haha.

So let's just forget about it.

Something random.

I've been eating quite less compared to last time.

And the results.

Flat tummy, for the win!

Woots. I like. :)

I've got myself a new backpack before I left Kuching too.

p/s: Nyuk, remember you don't have to go all the way to KL just to buy a backpack.

And ended up to have THOUSANDS of them owning the same one. :p

9 more days to home sweet home. :)

Fairytales never exist. After all.

The title says it all. It's a cruel world.

No more Cinderella. No more Prince Charming.

And happy endings? Well you better forget about it.

What's left is reality. reality. and OMG r-e-a-l-i-t-y!

I was seriously stressed out for the past few days.

missing home. EXAMS. lots of stuff to memorise.

and crap complicated things just can't wait for its grand arrival.

At least I have a couple of good friends (you know who you are :D) to pull me through all these. thanks a lot peeps!

Good old times people. :)

We barely have pictures like this together.

And how can i forget about you, siburan girl!

And not to mention, my family. :) skyping is definitely part of my daily routine now.

This was during grandpa's bday.

Well, at least POM was a history! Something to be happy about.

ICP, you're next man. Im'ma kick your bloody ass. :)

And oh, I've rekindled my fire for GOD.

Woots!

Praise the Lord.

Going to a new church this sunday.

Excited and thrilled.

10 more days to home sweet home. :)