Awesome Sunday!

Sunday has been awesome.

Watched In Time with the friends and had desserts and shopping spree with the boys.

Finally a day off.

Didn't know boys are such good shoppers!

Was an hour late for props-making because of lunch.

My apologies.

I guess everyone is just tired of everything and we need some time off.
But I'm glad we talked through it, and now, we know that,
No matter what, we'll have each other. 

Now that weekend is over, it's back to work again.

Next week will be the most intense week ever.

Juggling between assignment meetings and LTC meetings and interviews.

It's gonna be tough, but I'll pull through it.

Grant me strength.

And I know I can do it.

Sunday night, let it be peaceful.

Halloween is history!

Been racing with time for the past few weeks.

And time is definitely not on our side.

Halloween was over, reached home at 3am.

Ate dinner at 10-ish for the past few nights.

Morning, noon, school.

Night, LTC interview.

Weekends, LTC discussion.

Presentation in 2 weeks time.

Now I wonder when is my time for studies.

2 more weeks of interview to go, and 3 more weeks to the actual event.

Praying hard for strength and manpower.

WE NEED MANPOWER!

Game trial tomorrow at 2pm, wait it's today!

I'm exhausted and I apologize for not updating very often nowadays.

Halloween was a success!

Everything was worth the sacrifice.

I'm glad.

Start loving life like this. It's awesome!

And to you guys, have a great weekend ahead.

Moveeeeittt!

So I had a so-called movie marathon by myself.

Bought back Friends with benefits, fast 5, Easy A, Nasi Lemak 2.0 and Prom.

I know I know, losing up on movie updates.

Let me tell you, this is the BEST movie ever.

Rate it with No strings attached?

I'll still go for this.

The chemistry those two have? Indescribable. 

Justin Timberlake is so hot.

Didnt realize till his shirt was off. Woots!

Not that Ashton wasn't hot.

Slowpoke but I finally get to watch Fast 5.

Sorry Paul Walker,

But Vin Diesel, I'm in love!

Nasi Lemak 2.0 was okayyy.

Not really my kind of movie but I had a laugh out of it.

Well, and Prom is just being prom.

Every girl's dream, still.

Love it!

And Danielle Campbell is simply gorgeous!

Nice hair, nice smile.

Perfect!

Emma Stone.

Knew her from the House Bunny.

Does she always play such role in a movie?

Hmmm.

F.W.B

You don't know all I ever hope for is for time to go back. Back to the time when I wouldn't even know you. You don't know how bad I cry myself to sleep every night. Having my pillows and blanket soaked to wet. Puffy eyes stick around me, and I gotta excused myself with the lack of  sleep when asked about it, although I'm spending more than half of my day sleeping. Thought I can wake up tomorrow morning feeling better. But hey, no. You hunt me down right when I open my eyes. It sucks even when you gotta stop your tears dripping into your bloody food. And I hate how I can't eat my chocolate, cause that doesn't even work anymore. I hate the fact that I have so much spare time now, all I want to do is to escape from reality and just sleep. And hopefully, when I wake up, I forget everything. But no, things aren't that easy. I hate how my phone isn't blinking anymore, and for a second, I thought it was spoiled. You don't know how much I curse beneath my breathe because my life is such a mess now. Walls are never built since then, and I don't know why I'm letting myself into this again. You don't know how many times I feel like getting rid of your number off my contact list. So that I wouldn't bring myself to bother you, as much as I want to. I wanna go back to Singapore, where school is so busy that I have no time for this. But at the same time, I don't know how I'm gonna survive through that. Cause you were along with me for the past few semesters. I don't wanna tear, knowing that I have important stuff I have to do the next day. And I don't want to silently tear in the shower, while walking to the mrt, in the mrt. People are so fake that I feel so lonely in the midst of the crowd. Just hopefully I won't break down in the food court, while staring at my cellphone. All those hard work paid off, because I know I have your support, which gave me strength to continue what I'm doing. Where am I gonna find all the confident I need now when I feel my self-esteem is pulled down to the very bottom?


Where's that angel when I need it now?

Means every word to me.

Never thought it would hurt this much.

I gotta stop having these puffy eyes.

Let this be the last night.

Pre going-back-to-singapore syndrome

Things have been a lot quieter.

Not getting used to it, but it's the best I could do now.

Monday, and am leaving soon.

6-weeks holidays seem so short right now.

Taking up another module from a selected concentration next semester.

TV Studio Management, please be good to me, though you seem boring already.

Thinking of going back to school  makes me have goosebumps,

Not looking forward to it, instead I'm looking forward to the camp.

And Halloween Night.

Painted my new room turquoise, more to like paradise water.

Very satisfied with it.

Starting to throw away stuff that don't belong here.

Having problem with that though.

Fighting with the limitation of space constraints and the heart to keep gifts given by friends.

Been watching Korean drama, they are all seriously the same.

Still not a big fan.

Good friends have been a blessing during period like this.

I'm gonna stay strong.

Help me with it Lord.

What's with the sudden decision?

Today I don't feel like doing anything.

I don't want to mess this thing up, I don't want to push too far.

Mr Brainy's awake to conquer and take over the world! I'm not really into Smurfs, but for some reasons, which are still, surprisingly unknown to me, I'm particularly in love with this little fellow over there - Mr. Brainy aka Nerd.

Lately, I've been receiving comments that say that I look like a form 1 kid. Yes, I do get that ALL the time. Sometimes, it gets a little frustrating, but at times, it's a little useful. For example, when you get two smurfs out of ONE happy meal. :))

Kuching has been a little hazy, could you thicken up a little bit ozone layer? I persuaded and dragged myself out of bed at 8 this morning for breakfast with the family. A new succees! Been sleeping in till the late noon. Life's great just like that! And how did the rest of the day go? That's for me to know and for you to find out. Not.

Looking forward to seeing you! Which I'm not sure when either. Let's make it random and spontaneous again, why not?

Well, popping into the bed soon. Hopefully, I'll wake up with a heart of energy and excitement to do some encouragement for my friends. Till then, tatas.

*Saying hi to my truly loyal stalker, Mr Vincent Ong* *Waves* :DD Hope you're doing good there, come visit soon!