Wednesday, November 30, 2011

The festive month!

It's been one hell of a hectic week.
Ended my second formal presentation in 6 weeks.
It. was. GAHH!
Was supposed to stay up all night to finish up the slides and the interview notes.
All drained out so I thought I would nap at 3.30am.
Set my alarm at 4.15am.
Woke up at 7.00am,
With work undone, presentation undone, rehearsals UNDONE, appendices undone,
And meeting friends in 2 hours.
Presentation in 3 hours.
Panicked. Been through it. Thank God. Phew.


No school today. SO glad I could finally sleep in.
Woke up to the morning breeze.
Made my day already.


And whuut? One more to go next week.
Whaddup with all the presentation in this term?
Nevertheless, November has been great to me.
Awesome in its unique way.
Met amazing friends, camp and all.
Who would have thought?

December now, and it's the last month of the year.
It'll be great.
Looking forward to a brand new year! :))
2 more assignments to go and it's HOHH-LEE-DEHHS!


Monday, November 28, 2011

What do I want?

Items in Confirm-going-to-die list is cutting down slowly.
3 more to go and it's time for some Kuching time!

Been so tired doing work, staying up at night to study.
Mentally drained and it's not the time to stop yet.
Procrastinating and am disappointed in myself.
It's time like this when I can't seem to find my motivation again.

I want to do this but my eyes seem to be stopping me.
My heart's not even in it.
All I want to do is just to sleep.
God, you need to wake me up from this dream.

There haven't been any peaceful nights.
I want some time alone, please?
All this are so complicated.
Familiarity?
Or something new? Something that I'm even unsure of.
No idea.

I have ABM presentation on Wednesday to worry about.
So this, I'm gonna put aside first.
But really, sometimes I DO need my own free time.
Don't get too comfortable and clingy.

Gotta find back that motivation!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I'm ready for a new year!

Last week was the longest yet most fun week ever.
LTC was over!
3 days 2 nights spent meaningfully.
Though only managed to get 4 hours of sleep for 3 days.
I'm so glad it's over and the people who spent it with me, I'm grateful and thankful. :))


So many to say, but I have no idea where to start.
These are the people who stood by me all this while.
Couldn't have done it without you guys. Loves always!

Day 1.
Night game was great!
Campers only got to sleep for an hour.
Sad for us, showered and it was time to wake them up.

Day 2.
Committee was taking turns to sleep in.
And Mervin actually slept for bloody 9 hours!?!
And did I mention? I took 15 minutes to wake him up for morning exercise.
Night walk. Company. Lightsticks! I like.

Day 3.
Early in the morning, we purposely found fault with the campers.
One hell good of combination! :))
We do make a great team!
Debriefing.
Letters. Special.

Thanks for always being there. :)
Loving time like this.
Feel so bonded and connected with the rest!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

The adrenaline rush is extreme!

Hello guys!
I'm back in action.
Been VERY busy lately.
Well, for the past 4 weeks, to be exact.
And nope, this is not going to an end soon.

Done with conference presentation today.
Really have no idea what to expect for the outcome.
There have been lots of ups and downs this week.
Funny faces, funny emotions, the sad ones, and also the stressful ones.
Trust me when I say stressful ones.

It's 2.45am and I'm just done with LTC revised action plan.
Skipping TV class tomorrow for more sleeps.
I really need to stop doing that. Not very good. for. the. grades.

1 more week to go,
And I really think that all these are testing our limits and breakdowns.
But, no, I'm still strong to go!
Setting aside assignments due dates and upcoming tests,
We can definitely do this!


And when I thought I have done everything,
I clicked on my sticky notes, and realised,
There's still freaking PR writing due next Tuesday! AHHH!

People have to stop showing two-sided attitude.
It does everyone no good.

1 more week to go and counting! :)
This has been a blessing.


Friday, November 4, 2011

Communication is the power.

Twitter has been updating real fast tonight.


"We're all in this together."
Guess this really strikes me this time.
It means so much more when you understand the meaning behind it.

Everything isn't going well.
But let's not bring friendship into this.
We fight, we talk, we make up and then we fight again.
I guess communication really is the key.

Everything is only possible if we see through each other's flaws.
Give and take.
Compromising.
This isn't an easy journey.
In 2 weeks time. And it already is killing us.
We're a team.

It doesn't matter how long we've been friends,
Now I realize,
What matters the most is that who's there for you when you really need them.
I really thank God for friends that hang in there with me.
And really being there for me.
Through thick and thin.

It's not time to break down yet.
I'm not giving in like this.
I have faith in you and I appreciate it when you say we'll deal with it together tomorrow.
Thanks for being here and I'll be there when you need me too.
Start realizing that. :)

Piglet and diglet have been a new nickname.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Procrastination is a beach.


Second day of THE WEEK.
1.11.2011.
Got back from my last day of interview.
We need to see more interesting people!
Friday is the judgement day.

Got the most heart-pounding news for the day.
Presentation is on next Thursday!
*Mayday*
Proposal for media conference and we're no where near the start!
Can you believe it?
First discussion tomorrow and Thursday, let it be inspiring.

TV class this Friday, and I'm dreading the homework.
And not to mention the 3-hour tutorial.
So not looking forward to it.
Been sleeping a lot in class. Not a very good sign.

"Interesting" friends are great at times like this.
Dinner and all. Making you laugh.
And we know, we're all in this together.
Thanks for being here. :)

Procrastinate no more.
Camera scripting, I'm gonna finish you.