Hello bastard.

And suddenly, you feel that there's no one you can turn to. You're on your own. You try so hard to turn that depressing feelings into your motivation. But you realize that you have no strength left. Too tired to go through these all by yourself again. To face failure. That's the thing that I can never make myself to get over.

I NEEDA CHILL!

I NEED TO CALM DOWN!

I have no idea why Econs is making me so darn nervous.

Like right now.

Yes, I'm setting my alarm way early tomorrow.

Cause I didn't have class for the past more than a week.

I fear that when I wake up tomorrow,

I'll go, Hey it's another day. Let's go back to sleep.

NO NO! REMINDER!

EXAM IS TOMORROW!

I've got to make that clear to MYSELF.

Calculator. Checked.

Pencil box. Checked.

Watch. Checked.

ALARM SET! Checked.

Hopefully I'm not missing anything out.

AAHHHHHHH!

NERVOUS-CRACKING ALERT!

Okay chill, I can do this man.

God please guide me tomorrow and give me a goodnight sleep tonight.

Amen.

I'm excited!

Excitement rules over me once again.

Inspiration and ideas are overflowing.

But I like.

This time, I'm planning something BIG! :)

Still the same old studying weekdays.

The first paper's on this Thursday!

So far the motivation is still working out pretty good.

So fingers crossed people.

Despite the fact that I'm locking myself in the room 24/7,

I need to stop having this feeling of wanting to vomit.

Good grief. It sucks big time.

And yes, I need to start eating proper brunch and dinner.

Or else, I'll be stuffing myself with cookies and oreo again for supper.

Well tata guys.

Good Luck in whatsoeverthings you're up to now.

See you Kuching in less than 2 weeks time! :)

Fight for what you want.

This is by far, the worst pasta and smoothie ever.

The pasta was so dry.

And you could even find ice cubes in the smoothie?

 It was such a tiring day.

Lunch with this girl made my day a little happier.

It was so nice to talk about STUFF, we have so much in common.

Sharing similar thoughts and sharing memories from our past.

Thank God for a friend like her in Singapore. :)

The ulcer is killing me. Very very slowly.

I was wrong again when I thought things would change a little. Maybe I was just expecting more again. Shouldn't have even started it from the beginning. Things are better off if I just act cold. Way better.

Thoughts put aside, I'm actually enjoying life.

Minus the exam part. Life would have been even better.

Wake up, study, watch tv for awhile, back to study, bath, study, eat, sleep, wake up, study, sleep.

Can't wait for this year to end! Put your gear on girl! :)

Be yourself.

Everyone else is already taken.

-Oscar Wilde-

Bloody hale!

Gah Dammit!

Why on earth are you using my lines?

LIKEE WHYYY?!?!?!

FIND YOUR OWN, PURRRLEAASEEE.

So I'm done with the final assessment of the first year.

Everyone had only like few hours of sleep, and

some didn't even manage to catch an hour of sleep.

Submitted the assessment, didn't feel that good after all.

Looks like a C is what I'm gonna get.

Life.

Went to Seoul Garden for lunch with the class.

My stomach was about to burst.

Felt so tired and couldn't stand the closing watery eyes so we left earlier.

Headed back home and it took me 40 bloody minutes.

I was pissed off. Yes. I was tired.

What can I say.

And then I found out I haven't paid my internet bill due tomorrow.

Went to search for 7 Elevens,

And when I finally found one, they said I couldn't pay there.

Pissed me off. Again.

Could have just gone back and sleep.

Life. Again.

I SHOULD PROBABLY STUDY NAWW.

P.S. I had a great conversation with you. ;) Surprised me.

Whale you be my valentine?

And the day would come.

I know it would.

Happy Valentine's Day people!

YES, IM SINGLE AND IM GONNA ENJOY MY ASS OFF TOMORROW! :D

Last day of school!

Yesterday (Friday) marks the final schooling day in my first year!

This was the last presentation of our first year.

The past few days were tough like hell.
I'm just glad it's finally over.
P.S. Thank you, you-know-who-you-are for helping me through it. :)

And now it's back to studying.

1 more week and exam is here!

3 more weeks, and I'll be back home. 

Wish me luck! (:

*

When life moves on but you still hide behind the shadows of your memories, hungering what is already over and even wanting more of it. But sooner or later, you'll find yourself moving on.

I'll see you soon.

It's moment like that which I treasure the most.

It's amazing how comfortable I can get around you.

MCD and Sio Bee next time perhaps? :)

Knowledge-drain

It's already first day of school.
Going to the second.
And I'm still here, cracking my brain to complete my soft news.
*bangs head*
Oh no! Inspiration, please come to me.

Another year!

Chinese New Year was a bliss. :)

 This little girl is very adorable!

Annabelle's the name. 

 Family from the mother's side.

 The cousins scattered all around the world.

Chinese New Year is all about gatherings, bonding times and definitely catching up with friends and relatives.

Despite the fact that my friends are only back for a few days, we've managed to meet up yesterday.

The previous meet-up before yesterdays felt like awhile ago.

How fast time flies.

Definitely looking forward to March! :)